Happy cny folks

Finally finish cleaning up my blog
(You ppl cant see it lar, because mainly chopping off draft that I wrote that I felt I shouldn't publish, left a few to be published in the near future)

It's almost the time of the year.
Chinese New Year.

You never knew how much I dreamt of my grandpa.
And the latest one came recently.
How I was surprised when I turned my head, and I saw my late grandpa.
But everything become normal.. I don't even know that he was actually faraway from us..

I remember that day...
Full post here

Even the naugthiest of the brat cried the hardest that night.

It's going to be be 2nd annivesary of his departure soon.
Last year, the whole atmosphere of CNY is different, real different.

The usual excitement. The day we wait to take family photo was not there.
The young ones, including me do not talk much so that we do not stir up any unneccesary things. We kept quiet on certain things.

And I do not see how things will get better.

Maybe it will, when my sister finally have her kid!
I can see that my mom surely will be damn exicited about it :D

Maybe.. just maybe.. things will get better..